Saturday, July 05, 2008
11:06 AM
just read this blog that vic sent me. it's the blog of the girl whose bf was the guy who passed away in brunei while he was there for his overseas training.
While reading her entries, i came to realise that to us outsiders, it was just another person who passed. But to her, and the guy's families and friends, it was a disaster. a tragedy and a scar which will remain in their heart forever. It was really quite sad to read what she was going thru and all.
How is she going to get over it. I guess it will be damn hard..But with all the encouragement and help she is getting frm the pple around her, hope that she will be strong and get thru it quickly.
Recently i had this sec sch senior, whose bf was also one of the dragon boaters who passed away in that accident in cambodia. i think? yeah.
All these tragedies had better teach pple to cherish their dear ones more. (including me). You never know when they might gone from your life. forever and not coming back.
Just take for example, my mum and I. For these few yrs, i have felt as though i have been taking my mum for granted. She working hard in msia, and supporting me thru sch and all. Thou now im no longer taking money from, not that often at least, i gotta think of our future. Like wad if one say she's not able to work anymore. Do i even have the ability to support her?
The bottom line is i gotta work hard. As simple as that.
To be honest, i can't say that she's the perfect mum. There were times i felt so distant frm her. Like.. where is she now and stuffs. where's the support i needed frm her, as a mum. N i really the times when she wld blame me for everything that goes wrong even thou i tend to be the victim.
I wld really just screamed at her and the quarrels wld start again.
But still, no matter what. she's my mum. Her health is deteriorating. Overworked? maybe. I wldnt know. she wont tell me anything. even if i asked.
Mum, u gotta take care.u gotta wait for me and give me a chance to prove to u that im capable of doing things, alright? (:
