had IQA 2 today at my dental centre, where the head frm MMI came dwn to do inspection and ask loads of questions. Reached the center and knew that Dr Weirdo Boh was on mc, so which means im the 'free' man. i have to answer most of Mdm Lee's (which is the inspector) questions. luckily i was able to cope. otherwise, i will be sabotaging my guys and of course mdm ho and chan. all damn kan-jiong abt the test la. haha. but everything went quite smoothly i can say. only some mistakes here and there, which i think is quite common also.
TIRED! nabei. haha. walk here and there. and the clot behind my knee is still there. and it hurts now and then. shit la. cant wait for the nxt appt. see how i will argue with that freakin doc.
tmr ktv. maybe MOS. nas's birthday. the king of kings. fri kusu island on a chinese junk cruise. -.- so fun. wow
BYEBYE
Sunday, January 27, 2008 1:20 PM
eh seriously la. i can't imagine walking for the whole day ard vivo and twn and not getting clothings that i want. duno whether if it's my own fashion prob or wad? haha. seems like nth caught my eye. either that.. it's really way tooo expensive. those that i wanted to buy before are gone! so no choice.. will jus have to wait for nicer clothes to come out.
watched Mr.Rambo ytd. He is still as fit as ever. haha. the killings effects were damn nice. but it was really a short movie. 1 hr. wow Inside the film showed the killings and the genocides that were happening inside Burma. and i was thinking, wtf is going wrong with the world. killin humans as if it was a game. cos there was this certain part where it showed the burmese soldiers asking their captives to walk thru a piece of ricefield while the soldiers were throwing in landmines at the same time. And so, the soldiers were betting which poor guy will step onto the landmine. they are treating it as a game! wtf. and i think for once pple had hope that a person like rambo exist. hahaha
went ktv last night with besty and collin. had a great time singing! then we were singing all the xing guang da dao's song. some of them were old songs. n we were talking abt how talented they are. besty also let us listen to some songs frm Big Bang. they are from korea and they are damn young and talented. really.. and i was thinking. why cant spore have this kind of talent in singing and songwriting. the best i think we ever have is JJ Lin. really. we shld have more pple coming up.
Gary Cao. His voice is really magnificent. Strong and clear. Being shy in nature, he normally expresses himself by singing. one can really feel him when he sings. really like it when he sings A*Mei songs. aiya. bottom line, he is really good. especially when he sings live. wow. hahaha.
AND! who are the pple on top?? they are the 3 other singers in my life! haha. they are Mathilda, Glynis and Collin! We have been singing together since when? yr 1? aiya. since we known each other, which is ard.. 4yrs ago. Collin was frm my class when i was in yr 1.Still rmb the 1st time we went ktv was at cck kbox, after the sch sports day. we went with our classmates then. and tt was the 1st time i went ktv too. was pretty excited. once they started singing, i was like "wow, they can really sing.. esp. collin." hahaha. and at the time, they kept saying i sang like jay chou. so funny la. after that outing, we will go ktv frequently la. tt's how i roughly know that collin can sing.
then came to knowing besty and glyn. i think it was on besty's birthday chalet. i dont even know who she was back then and i jus happily went. hahah! but of course i went with yun and cherie they all. collin went too. oh ya! and we started singing non-stop over there. hahaha! like not shy at all. Since then, we started to get abit closer la. going ktv and all. and of course, i will never forget the conference phone calls that we had. Singing on the phone in the middle of the night. hahahaha! it really makes me laughing when thinking abt it now man.
But seriously, ALL of them are really gd in singing la. Collin-powerful vocals, full of emotions Besty-what can i say about her? it's so wasted she doesnt perform on stage. Glyn-sweet voice, great backup skills. haha! and of course, straightfoward but useful comments.
I rmb when i joined singing competitions ( which i really feel dumb when i recalled abt it now), they will be the ones giving me advices and all. they even hear me sing and point out my mistakes! oh well, it's not that their advices ain't good, but i didnt win any cos i wasn't gd enuff!! i needed more training. hahahaha
till now, we are still having occasional ktv sessions. but obviously, not that often since everyone have their own commitments. collin's working, im in army, and glyn and besty are schooling. but still going ktv with them are still one of the most enjoyable time i can have, and it will always be. now that collin is having singing lessons, of course i hope to join him. and u know. going further and further. haha.
Singing is really one thing that i love, so i just wanna get better. i know i have to be realistice enough to know that i can't carve out a career in singing, esp in spore. but it's my passion. i don't look foward to becoming a star or anything like that! Pls dont get me wrong ok.
it's jus not a crime to do smth u like. and for me, that is to sing.
7:30 PM
ytd was shit. gt home frm yishun after ktv with besty and collin. the stupid went frm the wrong way. NVM. he went to jalan kayu. i almost asked him to stop at rico's house and just let me spend the night there. but of course i didnt la. and after that.. i saw him fallin aslp while driving on the highway!! and he nearly bang into another car. craziness. after exiting the highway.. i asked him to stop immediately and got out of the car after paying him. before alighting, i said :"eh. wanna slp go home slp. dont slp till u die on the car can?" lol. i know it's kinda mean. but pls.. his life as well as other passengers lives will be at stake. but i bet i was lucky enough not to meet into any accident la.
anw.. ytd ktv was damn fun. one of the best session we ever had. only that glyn wasnt able to join us! SO SORRY LA! soon soon k? we gonna sing more. hahaha. and im waiting for the vids collin and besty.
just reached home from fish head curry at jalan kayu with kel rico and lq. before that.. was at cini and caught Cloverfield. haha! it's not really a dumb show. it's quite nice in fact. but only that the whole show was shot using a videocam. u know.. the blair witch project type. but it's definitely much better that BWP. haha.. why? cos of the stunnin effects and the storyline. the action jus keeps going till the end. which the irony part is.. there's no ending to the story. it doesnt tell you wad happened in the end. the cam jus went off like that. haha. abrupt huh? but i think u guys shld catch it. But i dont think it's suitable for those who will get dizzy by looking the shaking motion. i got dizzy for awhile too. and that stupid kel kept on driving like that.. saying he was still dizzy. so he drove left and right on the highway. crazy! lucky he wasnt drunk. otherwise i wont be updatin now. heh and oh ya! jus now we saw this HOTTTT girl at cini. which turned out to be lq's fren's fren. and frm then on, lq and kel went bonkers. keep on saying they are willing to do anything just to go out with her. HAHA. and all the nonsense start coming out. but the truth is.. she's really hot. hahahaha.
then came the best joke of all. lq asked :" is rou gu mei (bak kut girl from huang jing lu) related to harry potter?: fuck! i just laughed and nearly choked on my rice. haha! cos bakkut girl gt a scar on the forehead too. jus like mr harry AIYA! u all must watch HUANG JING LU then will know la! monday will be the finale! heh.
ok. signing off here. GOOD NIGHT
Thursday, January 17, 2008 11:13 PM
this wall of mine is breakin. from unwanted emotions that is hard to bear. they say life is game and we humans are the players. but there is this loser in me which seems to lose all sense of direction. a better sense of living shall be my resolution this yr.
10:47 PM
heh. at rico's house now. just going there to slack la. and anw..smth bad happened at home. so didnt really wanna coop at home. when there may be a possibility of things going to get worse. oh well.. bad things has been happening. so im not really suprised by what's coming. it's so taxing.. to a point that i just wanna let everything go. irritating. and my leg.. AIYO! seriously. fuck the doc. you're not helping at all. argh lalallalalala. im bored. bye
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 7:58 PM
If i had eyes in the back of my head i would have told you that you looked good as i walked away
And if you could tried to trust the hand that fed you would've never been hungry But you never really be
The more of this or less of this or is there any difference or are we just holding onto things that we don't have anymore
Sometimes time doesn't heal no, not at all just stand still, while we fall In or out of love again, I doubt im gonna win you back when you got eyes like that it won't let me in always looking out
Monday, January 14, 2008 8:41 PM
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO COLLIN!! hope u like the wallet. thou i didnt choose it. was jus asked to share. heh. wen dinner with his panjang kakis and meilian was there too. went marina sq to eat at this jap restaurant. wah. the mango ice is a definite classic. after then we went bowling! but mr "clever" jacky bowl! when his knee aint fully heal yet! and he is suffering the consequences now. -puller hamstring. FREAKING PAIN. nw i know why hamstring injury will take so long to heal alrd. but all of us did have fun la. haha
then back to today.. there's students visit from NUS. the future dentists. wah i tell u pple. GO ViSIT DENTISTS REGULARLY. cos some of them are hot. i meant the girls duh. hahaha! okok. i need to go pack my cupboard again. BYEBYE
Saturday, January 12, 2008 11:57 AM
FINALLY! a new blogskin! hahaha. but it's still blackish as ever. no choice la.. i prefer my blog to be dark. alright! going to pack my new cupboard. and then prepare for kok kok kay birthday. haha. we shared and bought a tough bag for him. it's the one he wanted la.. kept on nagging us for it. so see ya guys!
Wednesday, January 09, 2008 7:36 PM
help help help pls. cny is coming and yet i haven save money for clothings. n my psp dream is not yet fufilled. lol. i think i really need one la. to kill my boredom and given that my bloody uncle keep on randomly sticking to the comp. there will be nights at home where i have nothing to do at all. except to watch tv. i need it!!! ha
my knee is getting better. but the numbness is still there. shall ask the doc abt it when i go for my next review. i bet that he will say.." oh ok. we shall wait and see la. it will get better" pls la doctor. dont be weird can? u call that a review? that's pure observation. i just wanna play soccer soon. heh
and one more thing.. well, it has been so long since we talked.. and i doubt we will talk again, given the way how things end. but i guess i need to tell u wadever i felt back then. but it will be thru here. actually nth much too, i jus wanna apologize for everything that had happened.. and i mean everything. i really wanted to help u get thru it, if u know wad i mean.. (i dun think u will even be reading. haha) but it gt backfired. and im sorry. even till now.. i still blamed myself for the failed r/s. tt's why im still wearing the ring. to constantly remind myself how stupid and reckless i used to be. and never to repeat the same mistakes ever again.. (so pple, stop saying i gt a new gf!) i did hope that we become friends again.. going ktv and all. but i guess it's useless. so i just hope that you're doing fine now huh. take care!
Tuesday, January 01, 2008 8:21 PM
HAPPY NEW YR PPLE!! and it's 2008. big deal?? not much la, i have to admit. haha went vivo with kay and cy. lol. just the 3 of us with kel joining us for movie at ard 1.50. it was crowded. but not to the extend of having to squeeze our way ard. i guess town was much more worse. stood for a long period of time watching the performance. and waiting for the fireworks. couldnt really get a gd view of it cos we were blocked by one part of the building. so ya lor.. forget it la.. not very nice also. after went to watch AVP. wah.. really suck. boring. slow development. sucky fighting scene. dun even know who is fighting who. haha
then come to new yr's day itself.. which is today la. slacked the day out with ming fen and kay at northpt starbucks. talk abt sec sch days. really laughed our way thru out. thinking of how we used to be crazy over BAGGY PANTS! omg.. hahahaha! cannot tahan. and other lots of weird stuffs. those were the days.. now.. all grown up. responsibilities increased. cant live the way we used to live anymore. no resolutions. we knew it will be useless to make one cos we will never stick to it. we jus told ourselves that the main thing is to be happy! tt's all.
overall.. 2007 was a bad yr. all except for the fact i turned adult. (21yo) other than that, it had been quite a sucky yr. i dun wanna elaborate. no reason to do so.. the past shld jus be forgotten. welcome 2008!
