this is just one of the songs that i always sing with my besty! and very rarely it's caught on video. And it's on a grand 21st birthday party somemore. catch it while u can. haha. Sorry it's jus for a very short while.
YAY
Sunday, June 24, 2007 9:12 PM
if there's anything to describe my feelings now.. it will be empty. i dunno.. but this sense of emptiness im feeling now is so sudden.. and now.. im even curious abt me myself. sometimes i can jus wonder.. what am i in other pple's eyes or heart. do i stand a place in their lives? what had i done to make them happy? have i really done anything for them? my true friends.. i really dunno who they are. it's kinda funny.. but sometimes i feel im alone. that when i wanna find someone to talk to.. there's no one there.
ok.. it's not one of another of my emo speeches again. it's only that there's so many mistakes i had made in the past and there's no way to turn back time anymore. im thinkin.. who am i? i dunno even know myself.. let alone my frens. wad i wan in life.. i dn even know. isnt that pathetic? i dont even know who my true friends are..
im just waiting for the time.. waiting for the chance to make things right in my life again. and i know.. if i don't cherish this chance.. there won't be another one. i gotta buck up.
to all my friends.. if whatever i have done offended u or hurt u in anyway.. im sorry.
7:10 PM
ytd was mat's birthday party at k-union cini. it was fantastic. could see she reall enjoyed herself.. i hope? hahaha. sing and sing.. eat and eat. haha in the end.. we stayed till ard 4 plus. and mat went back to her hotel. hope u had a great time besty!
Wednesday, June 20, 2007 8:53 PM
drowsy! im so drowsy now!! after eating the medicine that i got today. reported sick today cos this morning i felt very giddy and my vision was quite blur.. after that.. gt this throbbing headache at the left side of my head. stupid mdm still can nag at me for reporting sick. dn let me see her getting mc. forgot to help me apply for my leave still can talk. hahahaha can't wait for besty's birthday party this sat. im sure u can't wait too right? besty?! hahaha and collin.. pls faster get ur throat heal. we need u!! haha
Sunday, June 17, 2007 10:00 PM
gd bye chinnu! all the best in UK met up with my sec sch frens for a gathering just now and also at the same time.. to send my ex classmate chinnu off. it has been a long time since i saw my sec sch mates. they didnt really changed much. still the cheerful bunch it was great to see u guys again!
went cini to catch fantastic 4 wif alyssa. it was.. alright. exceptionally cold inside the theatre. don't ask me why. haha. back to camp tmr again. i think im starting to get use to my daily life as it passes really fast. think maybe because it's too busy almost everyday. damn... im broke again............................. ):
stop asking me abt her. it's history for godsake. what a crazy past.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 5:11 PM
im bored! there's no patient at all! hahaha! and i hate politics pls get me out of here, someone
Tuesday, June 12, 2007 6:40 PM
think im going to get plump at the rate im going. no exercise no soccer no swimming. clubbing? nah.. it doesnt help at all. it is jus giving my knee more problems hahaha!!
no no.. this can't go on. i need to do smth. haha
Monday, June 11, 2007 7:32 PM
wad a tiring day. maybe it's due to the fact that i slept ytd la. cos went to have dinner with hanlin and gang at bugis. they wanted to go night safari! haha. so funny la. yun is like so eager to go. but in the end.. we ended up at this bar call Loof. the drinks are so freaking ex. but luckily it's quite a nice place to chill out. it's near bras brasah. yup.
and today.. i guess one of my DOs is in a foul mood. wadever i do.. i will get scolded. being hot tempered myself..i was quite pissed off too. but she came and apologize soon after. so everything is ok now. guess its bcos of the hectic schedule we had today.. tt's why everyone is behaving like that.
jus hope tomorrow will be better. ciaos~
Tuesday, June 05, 2007 7:53 PM
lalalala.. i have been spending so much on transport. i think in a mth. i can like spend 1/4 of my pay on transport. ahhh! SAF! GIVE MORE ALLOWANCE CAN? oh ya.. talking abt today.. i gt a HIV patient. and my DO forgot to tell me.. ha! i nearly came into contact with his blood. until she warned me to wear double protection. ha! wad a close shave.
i just dunno how to tell you so..
Monday, June 04, 2007 8:53 PM
the 1st day of 'work' is quite relaxing actually. but i guess it's jus for today. other days will be damn busy.. as warned by Dr Goh.. woooo.. dr goh. hahha! but too bad she will be leaving at the end of the mth.. and a new DO will come. the tall lady la! haha. bet she's going to hit the lights everytime.
hey cherie. u going to US soon. hope it's gonna be fun for u over there aite? we still can keep contact over msn! thanks for the letter.. i really appreciate it.. yea.. bon voyage
Sunday, June 03, 2007 10:04 PM
till now.. im confused. weird. i didn't see it coming. why?
Saturday, June 02, 2007 6:48 PM
hey you, i think you gotta learn wad's good for you..no matter how hard and how many times we had tried talking to you.. nicely.. patiently. u still think that u are not in the wrong. tt really left me with no choice. i shld have known in the past.. wad was coming. i shld haf been smarter. but no.. im not. i only thought abt how u might feel.. and jus wanted to give you anything.everything.. but i neglected myself. it's stupid.
and now.. things have turned this way.. u gt ur happiness. but in the exchange of another's sorrow. think about it. stop all ur immature acts.. karma will fall on you one day.. just wait and see
