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Was suppose to stay abck for night study today..but went to the gym wif Nas boss and gang..so was very tired in e end...so didn't went.. Sry geetha tt u had to study alone in e canteen.. HAha..sry ar! My back was so strained tt i decided to go see a doc.. the doc jus asked me not to strain myself too much and gave me some lotion to apply..and it cost 26 bucks.. stupid shit! waste my money..

Some fight happened today.. b/w some ger and some boy..haha! ex-couples tho.... can't ex couples survive in e same sch without any trouble..? hai.. sometimes..it's hard la.. ):


Went to cut my hair after sch today.. thanks geetha for accompany me tho it was so freaking hot! haha.. The new hair cut was alright only..but i like the service la.. keep on toking to me and was very polite.. *thumbs up* but i dn think pple had realize tt i cut my hair..haha..and it cost 16 bucks..o.O..but overall was ok la..(:

after tt..went back to sch for night study.. lek was as usual..roaring away when she see me.. haha! alright lek! lets haf a public roaring session nxt time k? Set ar! haha..

Nite study today was alright..but was very slpy and almost fell aslp on some occasion.. but thank u for the kinder bueano! didn expect u to buy! haha! THANKS!!!

WooOOooOoOoO!! *whistles*

Aite..gd night pple! study hard and rest well too!! ((:


Monday blues..had simply no mood to sch..had actually wanted to stay at home to jus study and study.. But..still haf to go to get some more info frm teachers..

Actually tot tt i will stay for nite study alone today..lucky there's jinwei also..haha..But was luffing non-stop and think we disturbed somebody..sry! won do it again.. haha.. but was so damn funny la..LOL..buay tahan..toking abt the funny stuffs tt happened in the past.. it has been such a long time since i luffed tt hard...=)

Thanks Ms Foong too for helping me to clarify my doubts for human geog.. Now it's easier for me to study wad i understand.. n thanks her for the duck rice too.. although i had dinner waiting for me at home..but still had to help her eat up the xtra packet tt she bought..otherwise..it will be a waste..

Arghh! Friday is the day where everything starts.. Wish everyone and myself all da best for the impending promos!!!

Today's the day where everything starts..=)


Blogging abt ytd..haa
went out wif the old class of 03a4..haha..to celebrate chell's n jimmy's bdae..
Went to meet chelle at bugis cos she's working there..after tt went city hall to meet up wif yun.. as usual..the others were late..so we went to marin sq ourselves 1st.. went to queue up for swensens.. haha! lucky there's a long queue and we nid to wait.. so it doesnt matter much if the others were late.. but somehow..when most of them arrive.. yun chelle and me had alrdy finish our food! haha..so we ordered..for goodness sake.. 2 giant eathquakes for 8 pple.. tt's quite alot!! haha..but still managed to finish it and spent $100+.. damn.. haha!

Went to town after to play pool.. haha..cherie and suying joined us after tt..the gers..toking..and the guys..pooling..haha..but was quite happy see so many of us gather together again after such a long time.. Woo! haha..

Yuxuan and Hanlin left 1st..cos they gt curfew la..haiz..haha! pooled for ard 2 hrs..and went walking ard..but i haf to leave too..so the others went on walking to duno where and i took a cab home...luckily it's not tt ex..haha! haf to save up la.. =( save up..for wadever..haha!

today..gt up at ard..11+..went mac to study.. hmm..for like 6 hrs? haha..i broke my own record.. had never studied for such a long time b4.. haha! n it was quite productive..haha!

Do gers nowadays really go for rich guys and wanna become a tai-tai? Hmm.. strange huh? true love doesn's exist anymore or wad? Jus thinking..haha!


Haf been gettin tired easily nowadys..dunno why..haaks..
but stil..haf to study...
played some soccer after sch today..everything went well! =)
hha..after went town wif hanlin to meet up wif yun, cherie and collin to get presents for jimmy and michelle..haha..nice gifts they had bought for them.. =)
They had actually wanted t go to chinatown for dinner..but i was like so darn tired la..and plus my bag was soo heavy..so decided to gif it a pass and went home..ended up eating mc alone near my house..haha..how lonely can i get? haha! JOKE!

SOMEBODY GIF ME THE MOTIVATION TO STUDY HARDER!!!!!!!!!!!


it's impending..and it will decide my future..
arghh..promos. haha.. f*** it ..
i am going to fly wif it..woo~~



a new life is born!
haha..my god eldest sis, who i treat as a real sis..jus gave birth to her baby daughter ytd morning..haha..

projectwork is really so dumb..arghh..drafts and drafts again..
and yet we still haf to study for promos..
Arghh..sometimes i really wonder if i am really coping wif everything..or is it jus tt i am leaving everything aside and doing nth..omg~

good luck pple..
for on the oncoming promos.. =)


Had quite a long day in sch.. still feeling quite sick..dunno why...hai..damn shit..
today i slept thru some of the periods..but some of them..i can actually pay attention..like for econs and geog..ya..really must start studying..hai.. aites..
won blog much today..gtg rest early..pop some pandadol in my mouth and sweet dreams~


well...eyes are still red...
stomach still feeling kind of strange..gt a slightly high fever jus now..
but guess everything is fine now..
cos of the magic of soccer!!
dn misunderstood..i didn't play..but watch the team played at sp..although i wished to play alot..but..hai..ya.. they lost 2-0 to SP..which was kind of a waste..cos they played quite well..except for some mistakes by rafi..but rafi..dn be discouraged!! u did well except for those mistakes! =))

"i dunno how to describe i feel now..guess u are moving on fine.. i dunno..i guess so..think i am jus a passerby..hope u are feeling more happy than b4.. i wish u all the best..i dunno wad to say anymore..guess..it's up to time to decide everything..."


2nd day
woo..going back to sch tml...most prob..
Arghh..when my eyes are getting better..here comes the stupid stomachache.. Kept on going to the toilet..gosh...wad the hell haf i eaten? o.O''

really gt no mood to study today..jus touched on econs abit..maybe becos of my stomach..which is feeling quite uncomfortable.. argh..darn

there was these news recently tt said 2 guys were caught bcause of the racists remarks they made on their blog..haha..unlucky them.. cos i haf seen so much more bloggers making racists remarks and yet they gt away wif it.. Hmm
no freedom of speech anymore..
aren't bloggers suppose to type wad and how they feel abt their daily lives?
Hmm.. so bloggers.. do think b4 u type anything into ur blog!! =))


ahh..a day of hibernating at home..
gt a bit better..at least not tt painful anymore..BUt still it's swollen and itchy..so tempted to scratch..haha..felt abit sick after staying at home for such a long time.hope i can go back to sch asap..dn wanna miss too much lessons and revision time..
aites.. tml's 2nd day of hibernation..woohoo..haf fun jacky..=)


Shucks.. having red eye now.. Dammit.. So unlucky..it's unlucky everytime b4 a major exam..will haf something happening to me..Previously was high fever..and now..having two bloody red shot eyes! =(
feel so guilty cos not able to study much.. Mus slp n slp n slp.pig don even slp tt much lor.. hai..

"It has been ard 3 days..since we did not contact each other.. But u are always in my mind.."


Wad's going on now..In ur heart..u are thinking of something..But ur mind's asking u to do another..
Wad trouble can there be?
Am i the trouble?
Wad u haf to endure? U said it will never be broken..
But...tt night..when u said "i dunno"
I am loss for words..

I am still hoping tt u are by my side now..

I miss you..


U were saying..it is the not e same anymore..
But haf it ever come across ur mind..that.. it's nt the same anymore..because we haf never face the probs the way we shld..
Im trying my best to tok to u..but all i get is u asking me not to treat u gd..
Wad do u wan? u said to think out th prbs.. I did..But how am i suppose to tell u now things are like tis? Tt u don even tok to me..
I really wonder..
How i wish i really know..wad u are thinking now..
I wish i know man..

Went to swim jus now..But it's like for less than an hr..cos it rained.. Unlucky..
But the worse thing was tt when i stepped out of the pool.. i heard a loud crack on my injured knee..and it has been hurting since then.. Ahh.. Shouldn haf swim so many laps..haha
Alright..back to the notes...=(


Woke up early in e morning for the geog trip to chinatown.. It was..honestly.. boring.. Maybe i was quite tired and lethargic.. Tt's why i didn't show mch interest in the trip..Nani took the wrong bus and was damn late.. Haha..how blur can she get huh? Lol.. but anyway.. we finished the trip and realised tt i didn know much abt Chinatwn at all.. Haa.. Seldom go there also.. so.. ya..

Reached home..went out again to meet cob and cherie at hougang mac to study.. I n cherie were toking abt these gers who kept looking at us.. Quite pretty tho..haha! cherie was saying tt they were luffing at her and kept asking if there was sumthing wrong wif her. LOl..seriously..there's nth wrong la.. Haha.. Wasted quite alot of crappin and stuffs..keep on saying abt the Superstar pple... cos saw them at zouk.. haha..they were dancing right beside us only.. Can't believe that weicong they all smoke la..except for derrick and sebas maybe and junyang..haha..But tt say was quite fun =) except for some probs..

"Life now w/o u is quite..unadaptable.. It's like..i felt strange.. tried so hard not to msg u.. But finally msged u at night and..I dunno.. conversation was still as usual.. It's not like us anymore.. Really hope things will improved..maybe after the promos? I dunno.. I don wan all these things to happen too.. I hate it..dn like the feeling at all.. I won gif up..no matter wad u say.. Ya..i know..it's me now.. I haf never even blamed u once... frm the very 1st day i knew u.. I've never blamed u for anything tt had happened..
Jus wanna let u know tt i miss u ..and will be missing u every moment.. I am still here.."


If your heart's not in it--Westlife(OMg~)
I am missing you, girl even though u are right here by my side
Cause lately it seems, the distance between us is growing too wide

Iam so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real, pls don fake wad u dn feel
If love's alrdy gone, it's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would gif the whole world to you
Anything u asked me, i'd do

But i won ask u to stay, i'd rather walk away, if your heart's not in it

You say that you love me, but baby sometimes,
You're jus saying the words
If u've got something to tell me, dn keep it inside
Let it be heard

Jus some parts of the song.. darn.. i am gettin a lil' emo again..
Shit..i made a mistake again.. Think it's time for me to end..
End wad? U might ask..I dunno..for all the bad things to end..
I love u ..u know it.. why can't u jus let me say it.. why..
Fuck it.. It's like so strange..so fucking strange.. this shld not be happening b/w two persons who like each other.. I like u alot..do u?
Fuck it..wad am i doing? Wad am i thinking..?
I duno.. Let it rest..it'll be ok.
I hope..



I am like lost in my inner world.. i am struggling to find myself..
Haa..funny..Hell knows why i suddenly feels this way..

Yea.. saha is right.. shld go get my knee checked and get my soccer place back.. I really wanna go back to training.. Wanna play a part in the team..Tho im not tt good..but i wanna prove tt i can fight for a place.. It's my passion after all

'Well..I am so dumb to feel this way..Was blog hopping when i came across his blog.. Saw u tagged him.. Haha...suddenly is like..jealousy jus like came over me.. Wad's wrong wif me.. This is not me..i told myself.. Why shld i get jealous over such trivial matters.. Jus because...u didn't tagged me at all..tt's why i am feeling this way? Wth..such childish thinkings can come into my head.. When i saw tt.. u tagged him so frequently..I jus felt strange.. Why is this happening..? Stop it..my mind is twirling.. Last night.. u said it again.. This morning..when i replied u.. U said u were jus joking.. Yea~ funny..to u maybe..


http://members.thai.net/sinthai/room.htm

Haha..go try this out..Quite fun..play it at nite..woo!

Today is simply so boring..Stayed at home and rot..
Guess wad..ard 4 more wks to promos.. And I am still not mugging..only studying here and there.. Die..Was supposed to study ytd..but ended up playing pool.. HAha.wth.. Bad BAd bad~ Cannot la..mus mug like mad alrdy..

"To my cutie..Thanks for being there for me.. Hooho.. Dunno wad to do say but thanks.. Yep~"


Drops of Jupiter
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

This is the song that the ever gorgeous Ms Foong sang during Teachers' Day and up till now.. it still remained in my mind.. So damn nice k? Woo!!


Fri! Haa..last sch day of the week was quite fun.. It has been such a long time since i had such a fun Friday.. Haha..
After sch went for the briefing on the human geog field trip which wil take place nxt fri at chinatown..woo! Haha after that..left for funbowl.. My team consist of nasri and dayana..n we are called THREESOMES! haha! Actually we did quite well u know? Haha..got chance to win..but we ended up 4th...after having such a great start after one game.. And tt nasri kept blaming me and dayana for the 2nd game cos we did badly.. Haha.. but overall..we had fun!! Haha! and saw alot of people we never see b4. lol

We changed our class sitting arrangements today.. Haha..some pple were happy.. some were not.. Hai..better no conflicts will happen ya..

"I miss u badly..BUt happy in a way that we are getting better now.. Keep it up yar? =))"