Tuesday, July 29, 2008
8:26 PM
1st of all. i wld like to thank kelvin, rico, agus, kay, mf, chingyen, keekia, collin, huiwen, yanting, joyce and shuling for the wonderful present. PSP! haha. smth i which i really wanted for a long time, but didnt really have the perfect chance to buy it. Thank you guys so much!!
Spent my birthday with baby and her bro. and kel and rico to watch brazil vs spore at national stadium. wasnt really tt fantastic. but still it's gd to see the brazilians playin in real. Hhaha.
It was one of the best birthday ever. really. and thanks pple for all the wishes. yea. Thanks for making what i thought was just an ordinary day special. (:
Monday, July 28, 2008
11:27 AM
nice right?! haha. but it's just for the visuals. cos im the only one who can consume it! heh. the taste is even nicer i tell you.
thank you. really thank you. (:
thanks joanne(twin) for the teeshirt too.
thanks collin for the surprising thing u did! hahaha. shock the hell out of us!
thanks kelvin for treating me to BRAZIL VS SPORE! hahaha. lets enjoy some world-class soccer later man. look at how they play. and try to use it on fifa to beat me. hahaha!
anw, cini dn have fifa08 anymore. damn it. lol
ytd was filled fun. singing, eating at peplunch.
and happy 22nd birthday to myself. another yr older. another reason to grow up. heh.
i will i will! dont worry.
and the credit of the cake goes too:
HER!
Thursday, July 24, 2008
8:01 PM
liverpool.
torres.
spain.
singing.
gary cao.
the utt's commercial.
the shuts.
the movies.
the moments.
the connection?
us..
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
6:45 PM
又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人烟还点着
味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐 我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨
我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的
全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
10:08 PM
highly radiated today. took loads of xrays. dammit.
after took a long trip to my tuition kid's house. haha. smth funny happened on the bus.
was sitting beside this lady and i fell aslp cos i ws really damn tired.
then my head kept droppin to the her side. guess she was quite irritated by her that she gave me a SUPERPOKE!
LOL! yes. she poke real hard at my arm and said in chinese
"Boy, u slp some more, ur head is going to get separated frm your neck."
omg. i was damn embarassed that i didnt dare to fall aslp agn la. Lucky my stop was reaching. after that i apologized to her and quickly got off the bus. heh
so malu can
anw, i really run out of ways to teach my lazy student. can someone pls give me some ideas? it's either im a lousy teacher or that he is plain lazy. he just doesn learn. AT ALL!
ARGHH
tips or ideas? anyone!!
Sunday, July 20, 2008
1:34 AM
woke up 9 plus today. went joanne's house for some sushi makin and game playing with her brother. after that caught batman in the evening. not too bad a show. the joker was mean. hahaha
alps cafe-d after that. sang. ate. applaused
and weekend just passed by like that. argh
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
10:32 PM
woke up feeling feverish today. but gt better towards the end of work. guess it's the place that made me sick. heh
went over to ms after work to meet the twins for dinner and caught Get Smart. Lame and funny show. Had a great laugh. at least it gt me more relaxed after a hectic day.
ok, im drowzy after taking my medicine.
off i go.
Zzzzzzzz
Monday, July 14, 2008
6:33 PM
for the past few weeks, i have been telling my friends that i have become so weak, physically. It's just like only 1yr plus ago that im still able to swim, run and play soccer. But just now, when i was assisting Dr Lim for op, 2 ops at one go in fact, i found myself damn tired. Yes. doing 2 ops at one go is tiring, even Dr Lim said so. But i didnt expect myself to be THAT tired. i cant stop fidgeting cos i cant stand for long. My knee and esp. now my back will still hurt.. to the extend that i need painkillers to stop the pain. i have never imagined myself to be that weak and so prone to injuries. Jus last night i slipped and scraped my toe, which was still bleeding till this morning.
I miss the past when i was able to play soccer the way i want to, and jump ard and all. But it seems kinda difficult now.
Damn.
maybe i shld just stick to more indoor activities like singing. and boardgames? haha.
AHHH!!
Sunday, July 13, 2008
11:19 AM
LIST OF THINGS I REGRETED NOT DOING IN YEAR20081. Not going to caoge's spore concert ytd.
(to be continued...)
DAMN!!!
DAMN!!! why didnt i go and get a bloody ticket to one of my favourite singer's one and only concert ytd??! AHH! Joanne called me during the concert and let me listen to his songs. Im in awe. It was live!! But not live to me. U get wad i mean? i gotta be there to fully listen how he sings and carry out his songs. nvm nvm nvm,, next time. I SWEAR I WILL GO! and of course, jay chou's. if there's any of his.
and recently, i took an xray of my back. cos there's this sharp pain which has been bothering me for weeks at the right side of my lower back. So i went sembawang medical centre to take my xray after seeing my camp's MO. well, the xray showed that my lower spine, there's this part which shifted inside, thus causing the pain. But he wasnt really sure wad was it, so he referred me to a specialist at MMI. Well, lets see whats the diagnosis.
Saturday, July 05, 2008
11:06 AM
just read this blog that vic sent me. it's the blog of the girl whose bf was the guy who passed away in brunei while he was there for his overseas training.
While reading her entries, i came to realise that to us outsiders, it was just another person who passed. But to her, and the guy's families and friends, it was a disaster. a tragedy and a scar which will remain in their heart forever. It was really quite sad to read what she was going thru and all.
How is she going to get over it. I guess it will be damn hard..But with all the encouragement and help she is getting frm the pple around her, hope that she will be strong and get thru it quickly.
Recently i had this sec sch senior, whose bf was also one of the dragon boaters who passed away in that accident in cambodia. i think? yeah.
All these tragedies had better teach pple to cherish their dear ones more. (including me). You never know when they might gone from your life. forever and not coming back.
Just take for example, my mum and I. For these few yrs, i have felt as though i have been taking my mum for granted. She working hard in msia, and supporting me thru sch and all. Thou now im no longer taking money from, not that often at least, i gotta think of our future. Like wad if one say she's not able to work anymore. Do i even have the ability to support her?
The bottom line is i gotta work hard. As simple as that.
To be honest, i can't say that she's the perfect mum. There were times i felt so distant frm her. Like.. where is she now and stuffs. where's the support i needed frm her, as a mum. N i really the times when she wld blame me for everything that goes wrong even thou i tend to be the victim.
I wld really just screamed at her and the quarrels wld start again.
But still, no matter what. she's my mum. Her health is deteriorating. Overworked? maybe. I wldnt know. she wont tell me anything. even if i asked.
Mum, u gotta take care.u gotta wait for me and give me a chance to prove to u that im capable of doing things, alright? (:
9:33 AM
it's 937am. Time really passes so slow when u are serving your extra duty in the goddamn ops room. LOL.
to think i took a long nap, only to wake up and found that i have actually slept for half an hr. omg. i have got like till tmr 8am. please!
someone save me from this damn freakin boredom!!!
Friday, July 04, 2008
5:45 PM
isn't she angelic? elva oh elva...
anw, just went to sembawang to have my xray of my back taken. have been giving me problems for the last few weeks. so think its better to get it check.
AND
tmr's my extra duty....argh. another duty will be on 26thjuly!!!
which means!! i cant' celebrate my bday!!! AHHH!
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
6:43 PM
it's how sad that i cant even chase a bus now. But i still need tried to run for it and my knee hurts. Guess it's physio-time all over again. If it still doesnt get any better, like wad the physio said, i better go do a re-construction. Tt was wad the previous physio said la. but now tt she's gonna ord, i will see wad the next physio will say. Hopefully, he or she will be better. cos the previous one suck totally.
Today had a change of 2 new DOs. Dr Louise and Dr Nijam. Got to assist dr nijam today. haha. one liverpool fan in dr ng went off, another liverpool fan in nijam came. haha. seems like it's a cycle huh? He told dr lim that we clicked very well cos our conversation only revolves ard soccer. But tt's only for today doc. hahaha.
Ok kel just msged saying he came back frm msia
Guess he wans to play fifa soon. HAHA!
