Saturday, May 03, 2008
10:52 PM
im out of the semis. collin's in! last min cos someone gt disqualified. im happy for him. but at the same time.. unhappy for myself.
not im trying to pity myself. maybe i really deserve it. why?
cos i dn heed advices. glynis asked me to change song. but i didnt. cos i know i cant do it last min. the song "jie tuo" is slw and boring and without climax. i shld have known. it's too late.
im just quite sad tt i wasnt even given a 2nd chance to go on stage and fight for the last 4 places.
this prove that im not gd enough. thanks to miss d, she made me felt that all is not lost. though i dunno when the nxt chance will come.
i just wanna have another shot
another chance to make up for lost time.