Somewhere Only We Know

Saturday, May 31, 2008
4:04 PM

You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you I puke

HAHA! not saying anyone in particular la. just that wad happened last night just reminded of this eminem's song. Funny song btw.

Ok. let's get back tp topic.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOHAN AND ISABELL!

both of their bdays fell on the same day. cool right? haha.and to celebrate johan's bday, the usual clubbing gang--me jo, kel and rico- plus lq and his frens went to phuture ytd. saw quite a number of pple there too. huihua and clare were over there too.
OK. it has been a long time since i went clubbin, esp at zouk. and i didnt know that the cover was 33bucks! and i didnt know the gents have condoms dispenser. haha. until kel told me.
think that's how he lost 100bucks in zouk the other time. LOL!

so we were drinking and drinking like nobody's buisness. were playing number guessing among the 4 of us. and i was the biggest loser. downed many shots at one go. omg. and im such a bad drinker. Was really getting dizzy and all alrd.. then after that ferisha came with of her fren. think the name was yvonne? wadever. the moment she passed me another shot. i PUKED!!!
right inside phuture. that wld have been one of the most embarassing day of my life!! my god. so paiseh la. and to puke in frt of the girls. UP ANOTHER EMBARASSING LEVEL!
but after that puke. i became more sober la. and started to dance with jo they all. kel was getting bored. jo was doing his thing and rico was taking up space without falling aslp.
gd job buddies. heh

and after that, went for supper. even went eating supper. i was still blabbing nonsense away. think kel was irritated by me and punched me a few times. lol.
reached home. ko-ed straight away.
johan u better have had fun last night. otherwise i dunno wad to say anymore.
u know wad i mean. hahahaha

WHERE MY PARTY PEOPLE AT?!

sorry for calling you so late in the night and talking all tt nonsense.
but despite me being tipsy and all, i still fully got wad u trying to tell me.
dont worry

Wednesday, May 28, 2008
10:08 PM

it just felt so different.
i rmb frm the start, i always looked foward to wednesday. but after so much, it just felt different.
had wanted to tell u just now. but the timing wasnt right i guess.
or was it fate? ha. i dn wanna start on these kind of bullshits u know wad i mean.
i just felt.. weird.
just not used to it.

it has been a crazy span of time my god..

Tuesday, May 27, 2008
7:01 PM

glad mum is feeling better now after some small accident that happened to her last night. everytime smth happened to her, i will feel very frustrated for the fact that im here in spore and i cant go over to msia to see her. so i really hope that she can take better care of herself. smth which she is quite poor at. oh well.. wad can i say? the mother is just like the son.

smth happened in camp which i dont think will be convenient to say it out over here. it's regarding one of the new guys who was just posted to us. He better be truthful abt wad is happening to him. otherwise, the situation is gonna be real bad.

had wanted to go fetch ms D home frm sch cos it was raining, and knowing her, she wont bring an umbrella out. And at the same time, see if she wanna have dinner since my aunt's not cookin. but since she said she's going with her classmates for dinner, well. then i just go and settle my dinner myself.
Ever since she started sch, the times we meet has been getting lesser and lesser, cos she's busy with her own stuffs and all. On the other hand, im like so free compared to her. everyday 8-5. and these few days, i have been complaining abt the times we meet and all. I know it's not very understanding of me to do that.
really sorry abt that ms D. the simplest excuse or reason i can think of is that i just wanna spend more time with you.. u know. to get over it. yea

but u're still my ms D
(:

Monday, May 26, 2008
3:12 AM

it's 3plus. but not feeling tired at all. am at rico's house. and ms D just slept. didnt really had a gd day. yea.

nothing's the same anymore.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008
7:30 PM

what a bad way to start my day. this guy who was standing near me and with many pple in front of him vommited in the bus. just when we were abt to alight. my god.. didnt really kena me. but my shoes were abit stained and my hand was sploosh by his vomit also.
then i took out my packet of tissue frm my bag, which have not much left. had actually wanted to use it for myself. but i just gave it to the guy la, seeing that he need it more than me. after that, i just rush to the nearest toilet in camp to wash myself.

when i was on the way home, then i realised that my shirt got some of the vomit also la. i almost died. hahaha. damn disgusting la.
other than that, the day is still the same. boring as ever. only that mdm chan came back frm HK and bought us the famous doughnuts frm over there. it was nice. but too sweet. really too sweet! tt i kept on drinking water after eating 3 of it. HAHA! yes. 3. it saved me my trip to the cookhouse for lunch. and Dr Lim was complaining that we didnt leave some for her. alright.
we didnt know who finish it. but serve her right! for not inviting us to her birthday chalet.
LOL.
nvm. u are forgiven for bringing us ur leftover drinks. heh

going rico's house later for the CL finals.
bye

Tuesday, May 20, 2008
7:49 PM

Overdued ktv pictures with besty and glyn! It's always fun time when singing with 2 of them. plus collin who for some reason didnt join us that day.

Have been feelin damn tired these few days and also aching ard the body. plus cough and flu. wad a combo.

Anw, ard 6mths+ to ord. so hafta keep a look out for courses. and part time jobs too. Asked hanlin abt teaching tuition and she said she can try asking her students if they need tuition in chinese too. HAHA. think i can only teach chinese la. that's like my best subject when i was in school.

for the courses i wanna enrol in, most likely will be mass comm? thou i will still be keeping my options open for now. Yup.

Alright, time for dinner.

bye

what you did made me not wanna go home at all.

fuck off

Thursday, May 08, 2008
6:59 PM

felt kinda sick today. so went to see MO again. abit feverish and had a really bad flu. So practically, i just spent my time in camp with my eyes nearly closed. cos the medicine will cause drowziness. and mdm just simply wont let me go.. say what
"shortage of manpower la, i need u to help me run errands."
fine. i jus stayed lor. and spent most of the time slping in the store room. heh

saw the report on newpaper abt the cyclone that happened in myanmar. i didn't know the extent of the damage till i read abt it just now. my god. 22,000 dead. 45,000 and counting missing.
this is worst disaster that happened ard this region since tsunami.
hope the US government will stop blaming whoever is to blame and send help there fast.
really felt sad for all the victims. we can only imagine their pain.

and heard frm azmi just now that he was being shortlisted to go over there to help out. well, dunno dental will have to be activated anot. let's see la huh

Wednesday, May 07, 2008
1:40 PM

Someone cries and it washes the street with tears
But when they are mine, they collect in my head for years
Rain or shine, still I'm standing on all I said
'Cause it's in my soul, carry on when the feeling's dead

[Chorus]But if you can't hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can't hold on
Maybe it's not time for you
And if you can't hold on
On your very last try
I'll be there in the morning to pull you through

Someone dies late at night and I never know
And even if I did, so afraid of the face I'd show
I feel trapped and enslaved to this dark contrast
Need a feeling now, give me something that's going to last

Saturday, May 03, 2008
10:52 PM

im out of the semis. collin's in! last min cos someone gt disqualified. im happy for him. but at the same time.. unhappy for myself.
not im trying to pity myself. maybe i really deserve it. why?
cos i dn heed advices. glynis asked me to change song. but i didnt. cos i know i cant do it last min. the song "jie tuo" is slw and boring and without climax. i shld have known. it's too late.

im just quite sad tt i wasnt even given a 2nd chance to go on stage and fight for the last 4 places.
this prove that im not gd enough. thanks to miss d, she made me felt that all is not lost. though i dunno when the nxt chance will come.
i just wanna have another shot
another chance to make up for lost time.

Thursday, May 01, 2008
10:45 PM

the weather these few days have been a killer.
feel so lethargic. and dunno wad to wear for semis. my god.
and im so lazy to prepare for it.
what are u doing jacky?!
and it's this sat.
shakes head.