Monday, April 07, 2008
8:14 PM
what is wrong with me? i wish i knew. it's like, i have been staying in this house for so long. i cant say that nth has changed for the better. it has, to a certain extent. They say lighting never strikes twice. But in my case it does. as a matter of fact, 2 3 4 5 ... times! i can never understand them. they cant never understand me. it's not that i dont try to communicate. but it's that they never wanna recipocrate.
i swore i talked nicely to them..but wad did i get?
cold and irritated replies. i admit they are not always like that. but just sometimes, they will treat as if im not there.
yes.. i got a bad temper. but it has become better over the years.
and many times i told mum that i wanna move out. but she asked me to tahan. how long am i going to tahan?
i dn wanna go back to a place which i cant call home anymore.
im sick of this. sometimes i just wished that they chase me out. so that i can use it as an excuse to move away.
this suck.
