Wednesday, February 13, 2008
10:12 PM
valentine's day is just another day. or maybe im just being sour.
walking ard, even when it's not yet valentine's, you can see pple carrying bouquets of flowers almost everywhere.
and it's then when you will somehow wish that there's a place where your heart belongs.
but for me, it's just for that moment.
the inner me trying to find a place to hide. maybe going back home and not wanting to see the lovey dovey couples ard saying 'i love you' to each other.
but again, it's just me. i have yet to celebrate vda before. hahaha. obvious reason is because everytime is vday, i will be single. but will still hang out with my single friends la!
well, have been thru many r/s. but all ended up in failure
Sarah- can be counted as my 1st gf. in sec sch. haha! young and dumb. tt's wad how i see r/s in sec sch. it was funny too. but yes, puppy love is always funny and innocent.
Jayne- wad i can say abt us? everything ended quite badly.i feel guilty for eveything that happened. n it was the 1st time i see myself as a coward, for running away.
Lina- another stupid r/s that i have been in. no pt talking abt it.
Jacqueline-it dragged on and many things happened in between. finally gt together, but yet finding ourselves at loggerheads again. stupid. bad temper jacky messed it up again.
Isabell-the shortest r/s among all. but yet, the one which made me fell the hardest and learnt the most. all the stupid things i have done that lead to the ending of this r/s is really too hard to bear for her. and of course, for me. saying that i have learnt is of no use. the old saying,
action speaks louder than words.in between this short r/s are also some pple which i have missed. this shows how am i a loser in r/s. but well, r/s aint everything. at least for now.
take the chances as i go.
happy valentines' pple
