Wednesday, January 09, 2008
7:36 PM
help help help pls. cny is coming and yet i haven save money for clothings. n my psp dream is not yet fufilled. lol. i think i really need one la. to kill my boredom and given that my bloody uncle keep on randomly sticking to the comp. there will be nights at home where i have nothing to do at all. except to watch tv. i need it!!! ha
my knee is getting better. but the numbness is still there. shall ask the doc abt it when i go for my next review. i bet that he will say.." oh ok. we shall wait and see la. it will get better"
pls la doctor. dont be weird can? u call that a review? that's pure observation. i just wanna play soccer soon. heh
and one more thing..well, it has been so long since we talked.. and i doubt we will talk again, given the way how things end. but i guess i need to tell u wadever i felt back then. but it will be thru here.actually nth much too, i jus wanna apologize for everything that had happened.. and i mean everything. i really wanted to help u get thru it, if u know wad i mean.. (i dun think u will even be reading. haha) but it gt backfired. and im sorry. even till now.. i still blamed myself for the failed r/s. tt's why im still wearing the ring. to constantly remind myself how stupid and reckless i used to be. and never to repeat the same mistakes ever again.. (so pple, stop saying i gt a new gf!) i did hope that we become friends again.. going ktv and all. but i guess it's useless. so i just hope that you're doing fine now huh.take care!