Sunday, September 16, 2007
1:35 AM
im sorry amelia.. for spoiling ur 2nd yr old birthday. jiu jiu will make up for it ok?
im feeling it now. everything that is bad. im feeling it.
fuck. no one knows exactly how im feeling.. but yet they got to say smth abt it. why?!
tt's why i didn wanna tell my family anything. i didnt wanna lie either. but since u all kept asking abt it.. i told you all. i told u all the truth. but wad i got was words of criticism. in full front of everyone. saying that im useless.. and wadever i do.. i cant succeed. tt's why i drove her away.
UH HUH! U GUYS ARE DAMN RIGHT! you all got it spot on. everything tt had happened. it's my fucking fault alright? are u guys happy abt it? i can see the smiles on some of ur faces! what's wrong with all of you all? did i do anything to deserve all this shit? u think im feeling good abt wad happened? NO!
here i wanna tell u all something and communicate properly for once.. but this is wad i got.
im sorry for jus walking out of the restaurant and not returning home. but im alrdy at limits. im serious.
pls.. someone stop all this nonsense. it's draining me.