Thursday, August 30, 2007
10:13 AM
im lost.. so lost right now.
everything was just so unexpected. i did my utmost best. but still i cldnt save anything. it was the 1st time.. i felt this way. i felt that i had to fight for smth.. so badly. that i can almost do anything. but it's too late.
i've alrdy knew.. wad kind of r/s u wan to be in.
i've alrdy knew.. how to have a more open mind
i've alrdy knew.. how not to be possesive.
i've alrdy knew.. wad kind of a bf do u wan in me.. no. maybe not in me anymore.
but one thing i dont know.. is that.
why does our r/s have to be determined by chance
u said u dun love me enuff. damn.. it's jus like so back then.
but i didnt blame u for it.. no. i will never blame u for it.
it's the 1st time i cried so hard.. even up till this morning when i woke up and saw ur offline msgs. i jus cant control how i feel anymore.
i miss you. i really do. all the things i'd planned.. everything.
they are gone.
it's weird how during the 1mth plus had let me fallen so deep for u. now that everything had happened.. it's no one's fault.
no one..
at this moment.. u knw im still hanging on. u know that i will still be here for you.
and i hope u know.. that i've really changed.
and i hope u know.. that i love you.
