Sunday, June 24, 2007
9:12 PM
if there's anything to describe my feelings now.. it will be empty.
i dunno.. but this sense of emptiness im feeling now is so sudden..
and now.. im even curious abt me myself.
sometimes i can jus wonder.. what am i in other pple's eyes or heart.
do i stand a place in their lives? what had i done to make them happy? have i really done anything for them?
my true friends.. i really dunno who they are. it's kinda funny..
but sometimes i feel im alone. that when i wanna find someone to talk to.. there's no one there.
ok.. it's not one of another of my emo speeches again.
it's only that there's so many mistakes i had made in the past and there's no way to turn back time anymore.
im thinkin.. who am i?
i dunno even know myself.. let alone my frens.
wad i wan in life.. i dn even know. isnt that pathetic?
i dont even know who my true friends are..
im just waiting for the time.. waiting for the chance to make things right in my life again.
and i know.. if i don't cherish this chance.. there won't be another one.
i gotta buck up.
to all my friends..
if whatever i have done offended u or hurt u in anyway..
im sorry.
