Friday, October 27, 2006
11:14 AM
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Saturday, October 14, 2006
6:43 PM
just got my enlistment letter.
going tekong at 26th of jan. kinda of anticipating it eh. i dunno why.
it will surely be a turning point of my life. maybe that's why.
hmm.
Monday, October 02, 2006
9:09 PM
I wanna have a new lease of life.
I wanna be more than just me.
Everything's just a mirage.
