Thursday, January 12, 2006
5:56 PM
Life's so unpredictable that u may not really know wad's coming ur way.. jus when u tot everything is dwn to happiness and u are getting wad u wan..
*poof*
U will realise wadever in front is jus a mirage..you might go thinking..
"Why am I so dumb.. why am I so naive to think tt everything is going onto the right path.."
Well..this is part of life.. where you must learn to accept the fact..
I am ..actually..
accepting it well..Kinda used to it.. so it's alright..I have learnt lessons
much more than i can imagine..
Once you know wad happens.. it might be jus too hard for u to take and you jus wanna disappear from this fucking place.. U will jus feel so lost..wif no one ard you to share you "lostness".. U will jus feel so depressed that everything doesn't seems to appeal to you anymore.. When things are not going ur way.. u will think..
"Am I really worth anything..?"
Be it family or r/s problems.. u will jus hide yourself and do not haf the courage to face everything in front of you..
I guess i am one such person.. who likes to keep things to myself and doesn't wanna (or can say..doesn't like) to share it wif others.
Pple had said tt it's good to share ur probs wif others? BUt wad's the use when no one understands how you feel and all the answers that they gif sounds so standardised? I dn think it offers any help.. so i jus hafta keep it to myself till time helps me to forget everything..
Think tt's wad i gonna do...