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Woo.
Jus reached home
Arghh..having a strange stomach after the steamboat near bugis..went there wif lek, sally and ah min
think the tom yam was too spicy la.. (i can't really take spicy food)
and ate alot of mutton and beef.. so unhealthy..haha
before tt.. went clementi partyworld..
I broke my own record.. went ktv 3 times in 2 days!! HAha.. great huh? now my voice is so sexy!
cos ytd.. went partyworld orchard wif erjie and her fren.. after that.. mat called me again to say that they planning to go kbox marina! haha.. so jus go lor.. wow.. cost us a bomb la.. 36 buck per person.. haha.. but nvm.. we enjoyed ourselves!
Oh yea..collin take care huh! must report sick in camp ya..

Arghh..and i still haven touch my homework.. so gonna die..haha
wad to do.. so many programs these few days.. ah la.. nvm..
will rush them tml..provided no training ya

OK! shall go and slp! gd night pple!


Hey hey~
Happy chinese new yr peeps! to all!
from chinese to non-chinese
frm humans to aliens
frm frens to foe
from me...
to u..

COLLECT LOTS OF ANGPOW!!!


http://www.geocities.com/dimension_unusual/henxiangni_JandC.WAV

http://www.geocities.com/dimension_unusual/shanhuhai_matNjacky.WAV

http://www.geocities.com/dimension_unusual/foreverlove_jacky.WAV

Hehe.. took it frm Mr Collin's blog
some of the very few songs we sang on his birthday


haha.. i gt tanned during pe today.. cool ..i need to be tanner
and furthermore we had a friendly against CJ ytd.. yea~
we won 4-1
Muru scored e 1st and Jamas gt a fabulous hat trick! well done guys.. given the hot weather and stuffs.. i only played for the last 20mins.. haha.. didn really haf any contribution..but still it was quite a ok overall team perforamance. we can be better.. guys! keep it up!

Well.. right now..
my stupid neighbour is quarrelin wif her husband again.. for dunno how many years alrdy..nth's changed for them.. the husband's not working.. dunno abt the wife..
and right now!
the wife is screaming like mad!
Think i will standby my phone and call 999 ..jus in case huh.. haha
so scary la her scream! like those in jap horror movies? if haf recorder.. will record it dwn and let u all listen to it.. haha..but too bad..

Alright.. now everything's clear to me and u.. we shall know wad to do ya..
thanks for letting know everything.. all the best to u ya..

:Day 1 of w/o u:


Came home straight after sch today..
Really had nth to do. had actually wanted to go to boon keng mc to study up..
But was feeling really tired and sick. plus my contacts are giving me probs again
so decided to come home..
Well..nth much today..it has been like this for days.. and i haf been feeling fucked up for days too..

cummon' ger.. if there's really sumthing u wanna say.. jus say it to me
i am most prepared for it..
Jus break it dwn to me will you?
Let me know..
It will kill.. it will jus hurt..


[Verse 1]
The saddest thing I ever learned is relationships don't last
Or maybe I just feel that way cause of my past
Bad memories get to me when I drink mad Hennessey
feeling cold and alone even when I got mad friends with me
I'll still see something that reminds me of her
I got so used to her that without her my mind is a blur
She found somebody quick. I won't find another for a while
She was about to be my wife and mother of my child
It's crazy how you can have your life arranged
and the day you get engaged you notice she's acting strange
like everything's changed and suddenly you don't trust her just the same
then you find out some other man's been fuckin out her brains
That's when your heart starts to feel the pain
so much that you can feel it in your veins and you can't forget her name
That's when you literally go insane
and you feel like you're so sad you make it rain and then a song plays that says

[Chorus]
Wise Men say, "It looks like rain today"
Crackled on the speakers
Trickle down the sleepy subway train

[Verse 2 ]
I'll never understand how a girl can say she loves a man
and turn around and have sex with another man
I would have much rather been robbed for a hundred grand
than to get interrupted and get a call that she's touching hands
with another man. Oh God! Another man!
I can't even cry. My tears been dry.
That's why it's thundering hard out tonight and it's dark and it's cold
Cause the angels can hear me cry, and it's all in my soul
and all of them know I've never felt this pain in my past
And it's ironic the first place we made love's the same as the last
In the shower ... that's why I put the rain with her name
And my power to trust someone again has faded away
Other girls want me? Tell em it looks like rain today
I wallow in my sorrow, smoke, and watch tapes that we made
And one of them tapes is the day I got played like games in arcades
The day I almost gave up everything that I gained
and the day you get engaged you notice she's acting strange
like everything's changed and suddenly it's on tape and you crumble
cause you notice on the tape she doesn't kiss you, she just fucks you
That's when your heart starts to feel the pain
so much that you can feel it in your veins and you can't forget her name
That's when you Literally go insane
and you feel like you're so sad you make it rain and then a song plays that says

[Chorus]

Song: Rain
By:Cunninlynguists


u're beautiful..
u're beautiful...
u're beautiful..it's true
I saw your face.. in a crowded place
And i dunno wad to do..

This song is kinda old i know
but it jus kept repeating over and over again in my head after i heard it..
heard it somewhere.. forgot where

u're beautiful...
will I ever be wif you..? (lyrics changed)




Wad a great way to start the day.. wif coffee spilling and leaking into my bag and well.. left some cute stains on my uniform too.. argh.. was feeling so frustrated and stuffs..
"Jus because of some coffee..?" all of might wonder..

Nah..
Bcos of some other shitty things that are happening to me right now.. which..i will not wanna list out..It will be solved soon.. soon.. Soonnnnn..
I gt this stupid pimple on my right cheek and it has been staying there for days!! wad's wrong wif my face man!
I mean.. i drink water everyday.. wash my face 3 times a day.. and still pimples still keep poppin out! DAMN! i am getting irritated!

And geog research.. i jus can't seems to find the infos tt i wan! but thanks to Riyah! she help'ed a lil'.. im part of her group anyway huh? haha.. thanks my "wife" =))

Soccer training ytd was screwed too.. was so into the mood of playing.. on such a gd field summore.. and the sun was great wasn't it guys?
well.. weather are so unpredictable tt it was shining so brightly at this moment.. but starts to pour as soon as we changed into our boots and wanted to kick some balls.. i meant.. soccer balls..
no other choice.. helped to bring back the stuffs to sch by cab.. bath.. and went home..

I really nid to start studying soon.. and i jus realised tt my class location is actually quite a condusive place to study! cos it's airy.. full of fishes and green pastures.. and how can i forget abt the beautiful "yin lei" look-alike mermaid? haha.. well.. will start soon.. soon.. soonnnnn!!

Things are never the same as before..
but heck it
uncountable number for the times i had fall
It's raining again..jus like my heart..
it's bleeding again..
but heck it
it's all bcos of you. tt my life is in stand..



Life's so unpredictable that u may not really know wad's coming ur way.. jus when u tot everything is dwn to happiness and u are getting wad u wan..
*poof*
U will realise wadever in front is jus a mirage..you might go thinking..
"Why am I so dumb.. why am I so naive to think tt everything is going onto the right path.."

Well..this is part of life.. where you must learn to accept the fact..
I am ..actually..
accepting it well..Kinda used to it.. so it's alright..I have learnt lessons
much more than i can imagine..

Once you know wad happens.. it might be jus too hard for u to take and you jus wanna disappear from this fucking place.. U will jus feel so lost..wif no one ard you to share you "lostness".. U will jus feel so depressed that everything doesn't seems to appeal to you anymore.. When things are not going ur way.. u will think..
"Am I really worth anything..?"
Be it family or r/s problems.. u will jus hide yourself and do not haf the courage to face everything in front of you..

I guess i am one such person.. who likes to keep things to myself and doesn't wanna (or can say..doesn't like) to share it wif others.
Pple had said tt it's good to share ur probs wif others? BUt wad's the use when no one understands how you feel and all the answers that they gif sounds so standardised? I dn think it offers any help.. so i jus hafta keep it to myself till time helps me to forget everything..

Think tt's wad i gonna do...


"Love is like a game of tug-of-war. if both party doesn't even bother to put in efforts, it would just be boring. If one party pulled it too hard, it will just end faster. Only when both party are willing to commit towards the point of contention, then will true love blossoms."



I jus hope you understand tt things aren't like wad in e past.. i went out wif u..jus because im willing a gif a chance for us to become frens.. Im sry if i did anything to let u misunderstood my meaning ya..
Things ain't like before.. n it never will be.. I jus hope u will move on? Im not worthy of anything.. jus move on..Im sorry.. nth's gonna change.. I mean.. i hope we will remain jus like this.. frens we will be ya? great frens..

Went watching Elizabethtown jus now..
was quite a nice show.. I think it will set all of u people thinking abt lots of things.. yea.. really nice show.. u guys shld catch it ya? =))

Arghh..it's as if the rain is going to pour forever..and it's during these times when i can think of many songs to write.. I jus hummed a few on my way back.. and wow.. i still rmb the melody..wahaha.. great great!
N i jus bought Leehom's album.. think it's gonna be great! will enjoy it later.. haha..

Alright.. take care peeps! it's still cold! so keep urself warm!






Haha..jus something tt i saw from www.ohgenki.com when surfing the net..
imagine swollowing all the sperms.. *puke*
haha..but..it's jus a joke i think..cos al s'porean kids shld know why the ocean is salty huh?

It has been cold these few days..wanna go swimming also cannot.. my tan is alrdy fading..argh.. hope the sun will be friendly and come out again tml huh..?

It is abt the coldest night today ever..
keep urself warm pple..
good night


well well.. jus finish my dinner.. fully done..
haha
Hmm..lemme recall back wad i did in sch today..oh yea..
we painted our class.. was fun..really.. at least all of us did our part w/o any arguments and stuffs? it was really fun.. wif the 3 mths course pple entertaining us wif their performance too..haha.. SAw a couple of cute girls..tho there were't alot.. =D
Cool..hope they stay for the rest of 3mths.. at least i won feel so slpy in class ya? haha..
Alright.. i am jus joking..

I jus miss my kinder bueno..
):


it's back..it's back!
My back injury.. dammit.. i sprained it again.. ahh..
Im so like an old man now.. wif so many injuries on me.. and of course.. within me.. i feel hurt to..
haha..
but anyway.. yea.. it really hurts.. after sitting for like an hr? then it wil start to hurt..
Hope it will get well soon..

Guess im really tired today.. kept dozing off during lessons.. tho i kept forcing myself to keep awake.. shaking my legs vigorously.. kept on drinking and eating sweets.. they can't seem to help..ahh! i nid more slp seriously..

Jus like perfect strangers..





Dn jus disappear from my side...