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Hopefully i will know my fate by tml..provided er jie is free to go sch to meet the HODs..wonder why they can't jus gif me the freaking results slip and let me know my fate? Arghh

My class is going to get splited soon.. Everyone is complaining in class today..that they don wanna get splited and wanna stay as a class.. Well..i hope for e same too! Who will wanna see the class which has been 2gther for 2 yrs get splited in 10-5 and end up joining other classes? Let's be honest la.. we will feel very lost and no more motivation to study anymore..

Chelvy said that me, brandon and siti are on the safe side.. wil get advanced.. But i still can't help but to keep on worrying abt the result. I won stop worrying till i see the results for myself.. May tml come soon!

Well..peeps of 04A3, we will stay strong as a class.. even if we get separated, 04A3 will always be in our heart! Rmb? wad's the msg on the whiteboard? We are the most well-bonded class! Nth's gonna change tt alright? We may haf some conflicts or misunderstandings in the past.. but pls, dn let those stop us frm going wad we all hope for..tt's to graduate as a class and go to uni together!

Well..Nas JJ and Helmi, u are not forgotten too! u may haf retained..but all of us agree that no one is born stupid.. all of u are actually smart.. and we know tt u can do it. Jus take this as a lesson and a chance to prove to others that u can do it alright? JOke ard can la.. but mus haf limit.. Ur new classmates may nt be as tolerant as us to tahan all ur jokes and stuffs la.. Im serious here...

The 3 princesses: Yinlei, Jiali, Liyun
U all are the noisest bunch of gers i haf encountered..but also one of the cutest la! Omg! haha.. u all can go uni together de..dn worry too much!

Captain Planet Inc: Aishah, Siti, Shiqin, Riyah and Huda
Well..u all are a bunch of smart gers lor.. Jus continue doing well and stay as cute and noisy as ever ok? Siti.. i know u are going thru alot too.. i understand how u feel.. cos i am feeling the same way too.. but dn let this bring u dwn k? mus come back stronger than ever!

ChinaBlack Partner: Geetha
Heyy.. really sry for wad happened today ger! But u know im jus joking ard..u know i know..everyone knows right? Yea..lets study harder than we did nxt yr alright? =)

Nani: Hey ger.. haha..think u are one of my best sitting partners in my sch life ar. Haha..constantly making fun of me..tickling me..haha! but of course, all these bring memories! Well..if we really do get separated nxt yr, do leave e seat nxt to ya empty ..for me k? cos i will always be beside u! =)

Brandon, Hugh, Adeline, Tracy: Well..i haven been close to u all..but tt doesn't mean u are forgotten! U all haf been great classmates who not even helped me.. but as well as other classmates as well! Let's hope we stay together as a class k?

Finally to our class rep Huiwen
I know u haf been dealing wif alot of pressures when holding on this role. Sometimes we are not respectful towards u and we would like to apologize for tt.. but i am sure ur efforts will not be forgotten..right 04A3? U are alrdy a very responsible and a great class rep and we are honoured to haf u as one! I swear!! A great singer too! *grins*

Well..to my frens outside my class..

The Crazy Seven bunch of roundy gers

Grace, Jojo, Tania, Peiyi, Minhui, Linghui, Sally

All of u will do well nxt yr i am sure..

Pei and Ling..dn worry too much aites? Everything will be fine!

I wanna see u all in sch nxt yr! otherwise it will be sooo quiet!!


Not forgotting my mei LYNNEST! haha..dn be disppointed by ur results.. u haf next yr to do better ya? =))

Kelvin, Collin, Cherie, Mat, Huihua, Glynis

As coming soon right?? All of u must do ur best and achieve wad all of y'all haf been longing for k?? I will always be behind u all!! I promise!!

I shld be graduating wif y'all..but look..
Haha.. I brought it upon myself.. well.. I deserve it..
But i promise u guys tt i will study harder than ever b4..

So must all of u k??

YEAH!!



Memories.. will it be forgotten? Of course not! Will miss you guys la..=) Wad a whole bunch of cuties and hunks..

Well.. it all depends on tml..
Whether we wil still be together..
Wadever happens..
04A3
U guys are actually one of the best class I have ever been in..
Im serious man!
Oh well..i will get a lil' mushy over here.. But it's true.. we rock as a class!


TO ALL ....

GOOD LUCK FOR UR PROMOS RESULTS ON WEDS!!!!!


Had been a long time since i blogged. quite a no. of things going thru my mind now..
esp. the promos results..which will be released on this Wed

Everyone's so scared..so worried..esp. after Chelvy told us tt 6 person frm our class will not get promoted. U can see it in their faces.. It says it all.. they were looking at each other..as if guessing who will be the ones retaining..
Well..actually i am doing tt to..
But no matter how hard i try, the 1st person tt came into my mind was me myself. Jacky Soong.

I am trying hard not think tt much..but see?
I screwed up most of my papers, esp. geog and econs. I know it myself..i know jolly well how bad or how well am i going to fare.
Nvm..i shall enjoy myself while i can..

Today. JJ told me a very "cold" joke..and he said it was frm Huiwen.
Haha..i didn't know Huiwen can tell "cold" jokes too!

Here goes: There's a car travelling on the road. Halfway thru, the car stopped moving, cos there's no more petrol. Suddenly, there was this bee flying ard.. It flew and flew and it flew right into the place where the petrol is stored. (i dunno wad's tt called la..sry). Why after the bee flew inside..the car was able to move again?



Well..the bee pee inside..

(BP-----petrol inside)



COLD.............


Jay's new album: November's Chopin
Yes! Taiwanese mega-star Jay Chou, is set to return with his latest album extravaganza. His highly anticipated collection, entitled November's Chopin is scheduled to hit music shelves in November. Jay has been studying the works of legendary composer, Frederic Chopin, for as long as he can remember, and regularly cites him as one of the key influences on his own compositions. The new album will consist of ten new songs, including four up-tempo and three mid-tempo tracks, as well as five of Chou's trademark slow ballads. The first confirmed track is "Nocturne", which was penned by Jay's long-time partner Fang Wen Shan and reflects upon the heartbreaking memory of a dead lover. It features Jay's mellow vocals accompanied by melodious guitar sounds. Another highlight is Jay's new MV, filmed in Venice, which teams him up with his good friend, female singer/actress Zhou Xun. The two smash hits Drifting + All the Way North from Jay's silver screen blockbuster Initial D have also been included as bonus tracks.

Can't wait for his new album to come out..
Jay has always been my inspiration..be it to sing..or when it comes to composing. I do really wish i haf the talent of his.. n i had deeply regretted tt i had not listen to my mum and take up piano in e past. I dn even know how to play any music instruments. Music has always been one of my passions. The other one is soccer. Can only blame it on myself..tt i did not wanna take up anything in the past.. It may not be too late now.. but I'm busy wif my school work and stuffs..
Like wad i told my frens..if i really don get to promote, i will work..save money..and go to piano and guitar lessons.. Haa.. it may seems faraway..

But dreams are never too far when u try


Someday..i will wish someone as gd as Jay will appear in my life..and teaches me all tt i nid to know.. haa! =))


In the midst of the dark..u came dancing thru my heart
But when the light appears..u seemed to disappear..
Wad's in between us, i think, is time
Pls baby..let me be the one.



Kind of sprained my right ankle today..but am still able to walk..
Has been such a long time since i touched a ball..
soccer ball i meant...
stop being dirrty pple! haha..
anyway..written report's is finally done.. hopefully..
now is the time for oral presentation..darn..i think tt's worse than singing in frt of 100+ audiences.. ( as i am writing all these..i am brushing away hair frm my keyboard..my HAIR! oh no..i am dropping so much hair..how?)

oh ya..back to wad i am saying.. ya..i really think it's worse.. maybe bcos i am not a good talker.. and i will stutter and stuffs..so.i dunno how am i able to tok to a class of pple? plus some big shots teachers.. haa.. lets see wad will happen on the 7th Nov

borrowed a book frm the library today.. I dn even know it could cause a stir!

"JAcky! u read books??"

"Jacky! omg! u gt read story books de ar?

"WAH JACKY! u gt read one meh??!"



Well..tt's some of the responses i gt..haha. wad's wif reading books la..i am bored at home..tt's why.. aiyo..nth great abt tt can?

Hmm..u will be leaving this island on friday....
Well..hope u will enjoy every moment of it when u are there aite?
Haha..many will be missing you.. including your chocs..=)


Am in sch now.. for PW again..haiz.. for 2 weeks.. we practically haf to stay in sch to do our PW till 5+ 6.. but nvm..
Hang on pple.. it will be over soon..

Went town wif Jinwei to look for jobs..
Went to world of sports and coffee club..
Waiting for them to call us now.. HAha.. luffed at ths stupid possiblities tt might happen to us if we can't get promote.. so stupid la.. But.. haf to think abt it anyway right? so ya..

Can't continue anymore.. Mrs Lee ranting again..


Went to sch again for PW..haf to apologize to Huiwen and Huda for my foul mood..
Sorry.. was quite in a bad mood for sumthing that happened..
Nvm..at least we got to compile our WR a lil'.

Haha..people haf been saying tt I change blogskin like i am changing my clothes..
it depends on my mood actually..the previous was not suitable for wad i am feeling nowadays..
Kind of down..yea~

Was watching the 7pm show on chnl 8 jus now..n there was this scene where this guy was overseas..he was sick.. and he received news tt his dad passed away.. And the family was actually in alot of trouble bcos of some serious conflicts..
At that point of time, I was thinkin.wad if i suddenly received news frm m'sia..tt my dad passed away..how will i feel? It had been such a long time since i saw him.. think..since pri6?
Ya..since the time my parents divorced.. I had not seen him..recently..my grandma passed away.. n i can't go cos the funeral was held in m'sia..
He was there.. and i only saw him thru photographs.. for some reasons.. he couldn't come back to s'pore.. Although he said he would..for umpteen times..
So i really wondered.. how will i react if i really received news like tt..
Pple say i shouldn't hate him..even wad he had done in e past had let me and Mum down..
I did..i did hate him..but when he called.. i would still pick up his calls..and ask him how was he..
I won say i would miss him..I duno why.. i realised i don even miss him when he was gone..simply..I dn rmb clearly how he disappeared frm my life too..
It was all too blurry..and i dn even wanna rmb the past now..all those shit tt had happened.. It still hurts..to think back of it..

I guess..i can only hope tt bth my parents are really doin well now..
I love y'all


nth to blog abt..
Went to sch today..for wad else.. PW. It was so bored la. n we haf to go again tml.
Sick..i am feel dizzy..god knows why.
went for the interview wif huda and helmi..huiwen can't join us cos she was feeling unwell.
The interview was an eye opener and quite a success tho we could haf asked more qns n learn more.
After tt.. home again...guess it will be the same routine for days to come..
Ahh..life after promos' supposed to be fun. But this is not the case now..

I am feelin so tired.as usual..
is it some kind of sickness?
I dunno.
think the only sickness i m suffering now
is not toking to...
Nah..it's alright.
won know how i feel too..

nitez pple


Finally..promos are over! YAhoo!
Haa..ok..i better stop acting like a small lil' kid here..haha
Had the last paper which was Human Geog today.. Again..screwed up.. ****ed up.. I mean..i didn even do the 2nd part of my last paper..which consist of 13 marks.. Lalala..die in peace la Jacko..

Anyway..still haf to go back to sch for project work.. Argh..Stupid things after another.. =(

Jus gif up..it's not going to work out jacko.
Why insist on sumthing tt is not going to work out..learn frm ur lessons la stupid asshole..
Yea..i am an asshole..like wad Mrs Khoo say..
She's right! She's not tt geographic after all..
HAa..
Anyway..it's not the time to tok abt all this anymore..

n U!
I dunno whether u know if i am tokin abt u..
Yes..U!
If u think it's my fault..then let it be..
Jus let it go alright?
the things we had gone thru..it's too much for us to take..


Tired..
physically and mentally..
Haf i got wad it takes to carry on? I hope so.. maybe yes..n maybe no..
Tried studying real hard today.. But..i jus felt soooo tired and i decided to come back home early..
Irritating pple were there at mac again. n guess wad? Rmb the note tt i toked abt in my last entry? Not chinese.. indian.. ang-moh spking indians.. cool huh? They think it's funny.. but i tot it was irritating! I am trying to study..and there they are making so much noise..2gether wif those sec sch pple.. Ahh.. too bad..it's not library.. so i dn haf the right to ask them to shuddup.. and hey! I swear tt i am not being racist here..pls dn sue me yea?


2 MORE DAYS to the end of the promos!!!
Cheers pple!!


Hoho..went watching movie myself today at Bugis.. went to watch GOAL!
had wanted to watch frm the start.. It's nice.. to me at least.. It was very inspiring..personally.. and it sets me thinking of many things tt i wan in life.. OMG~ i must be thinking too much..

These few days.. i had been spending time alone.. Haha..yea~ maybe it's because of the exam period..tt's why.. Haf been going to mac until i am so sick of it.. But there's stil a nid to go there cos i jus can't sit dwn and study at home.. dn ask me why.. i jus can't.. But today studying "lonely" session wasn't productive at all.. I jus can't get all the human geog stuffs into my head.. Argh..maybe i was constantly thinkin of the movie..

Really eh.. the movie was nice..
I swear tt..after my promos.. i will haf to go get my knee done..and be involved in training asap.. =)
I pray..


Had econs essay paper today..screwed it up totally.. only completed one qn..the others are half completed.. i wonder if it's even counted as half completed.. ahh.. tml's physical geog.which is going to be worse i think..

As usual..went boon keng mac to study after the paper.. actually had wanted to go to pasir ris.. but i think jus by travelling there will waste me alot of time.. so i jus went home to get some extra notes and went studying at mac myself..
Usual bunch of sec sch students were there..and as usual..noisy.. luckily they were quite quiet today..haa..
And this super strange thing happen.. i went to buy myself a drink..and when i came back to my table.. i saw this tissue..and on it wrote "CALL ME (One of the chinese girls)" I was like stun and laughing to myself.. I looked ard for while.. and i guess it wasn't the bunch of small kids..and i looked beside me..it's this grp of 4 pple.. 2 guys and 2 gers.. they were like looking constantly over..so..err..i guessed it was one of them.. haha.. But she was "smart" enuff not to put her no. on the paper..and she still expect me to call her.. o.O
Even if it's so.. i dn think i will call her too.. 1stly..they look so lian..tho they were not tt bad looking..and they smoke.. simply can't stand gers who smoke.. Haa..anyway..they must be blind la huh?
Managed to study frm 4+ all the way to 10.. Was damn tired by the time i reach home.. studying can be tt exhausting too.. but i dn think i can pass tml paper.. tho i sayi will do my best.. cos my concept's so weak.. i can only blame myself for not being serious in my sch work right frm the start.. As they saying goes: what u sow is wad u reap.. Did i get it correct? wahaha..
Alright..another day jus past like this.. and tml's another dreadful paper.. Well..i jus haf to live wif it.. It's jus life.. =)

I am fallin' baby..save me frm the misery..
cos i need u to tell me why..
and i am not getting it.


1st paper done.. but dn think will do well for it.. Hope i can jus pass this cos i really nid a A lvl pass for my mgt..ahh.. and jus heard frm Kel tt the new promotion criteria is 2A 2 AO.. dunno whether if tt's true..cos i can't possibly get it a tis point of time! oh no.. help..

Still in sch now..waiting for cherie.. will be going to pasir ris library to study later on.. where huihua will join later..
Tml's econs.. Im prepare to flunk the paper.. esp. it's an essay paper.. Haha..pray for me pple!

I dn wanna think abt anything more now u understand? I am feelin numb soon.. all i wana think now is abt my promos.. Im sry..



2 of my favourite players clashing..and it resulted in Liverpool falling into defeat in Chelsea's hands. Credit to Benitez..who i personally made tactical errors in the 2nd half.. Was jumping when Gerrard scored.. But too bad.. a moment of genius frm Drogba led to a Duff lead. n frm tt pt onwards.. everything's not going towards Liverpool way..

Sad enuff....

Everything is a blur now.. and i dn wish to care abt it anymore.. I am tired of it u know? All tis shit has been coming at a wrong time.. How I wish i had taken the correct step right frm the start.. But who would believe me now?

*I walk alone..I walk alone..*