Tuesday, September 06, 2005
11:31 AM
I am like lost in my inner world.. i am struggling to find myself..Haa..funny..Hell knows why i suddenly feels this way..Yea.. saha is right.. shld go get my knee checked and get my soccer place back.. I really wanna go back to training.. Wanna play a part in the team..Tho im not tt good..but i wanna prove tt i can fight for a place.. It's my passion after all'Well..I am so dumb to feel this way..Was blog hopping when i came across his blog.. Saw u tagged him.. Haha...suddenly is like..jealousy jus like came over me.. Wad's wrong wif me.. This is not me..i told myself.. Why shld i get jealous over such trivial matters.. Jus because...u didn't tagged me at all..tt's why i am feeling this way? Wth..such childish thinkings can come into my head.. When i saw tt.. u tagged him so frequently..I jus felt strange.. Why is this happening..? Stop it..my mind is twirling.. Last night.. u said it again.. This morning..when i replied u.. U said u were jus joking.. Yea~ funny..to u maybe..