Monday, August 29, 2005
6:29 AM
I jus so miss the "playmate" period..when we could tok abt everything under the sky..without even having to feel the uneasiness b/w us.. Things right now haf changed so much..ever since we knew our feelings for each other..misunderstandings and stuffs are like so common b/w us..think ytd night was the toll.. U said u were hurt.. i know..But wad did i asked for? I asked for nth except for some assurance frm you..Is it so difficult?Dn u realise tt there's some kind of obstacles b/w us and neither one of us wanna overcome it? I never did doubt u..never ever did i use any means or methods to jus wan to be wif u..all these time rd.. i haf been respecting ur decision and standing by u.. All i need was a yes or no frm u..was tt so difficult to say it?I am sad...for wad? For the person who i love..but wasnt there for me.. for the person whom i am so afraid to lose to anyone..anyone.who loves her more than i do..I've never expect things to turn out this way.. u understand? Am i wrong to be asking for someone to be there? Even if we are not msging or toking..u dn seem to care.. or if u did.. i didn see it..im sry.. I am constantly there for u when u nid someone.. But..it doesn't seems to work..U doesn't seems to know..Why are u not toking to me like how u tok to ur guys frens????? FUCK IT I've know my mistakes!!! I jus nid one last chance!!! from u.. pls..i beg u..i never wanna lose u my girl.. ahh..tell me wad u wan me to do.. pls.. pls..