Sunday, July 17, 2005
1:28 PM
Went ktv for 2 consecutive day.. bth to clementi kbox.. HAha! My voice is almost gone.. But learnt some new songs like ying zi and huo guang.. all damn super nice.. Shit! Haa.. Arghh..monday still haf one stupid mgt paper.. after tt can relax abit le.. Haha..
Today was fun la.. All were quite high..but not as high as ytd..cos that "high" crazy korean ger..sally wasnt here today.. HAah! Damn funny la she.. Everyone was quite tired today.. HAha..rest more guys..! Hope u all enjoyed urself today!
Finally...sumthings are out and gone frm my mind.. I don wish to think abt anything more now..Jus let it go.. I am sry for wad i have done.. It's like..everything's not going very smoothly.. Why still go on..? It's not tt good for anyone..
I am look perfectly outside.. i may not show it on my face.. BUt..i can feel it all inside of me..
Sorry pple IF i had offended anyone wif my stupid black face lately..Iam sorry..
My mum's kind of strange this few days.. Can u pple imagine when she called u frm m'sia suddenly..and tell u tt she's going to die..? OMg~ I really dunno wad to say.. I jus asked her.. If she was alright.. She sounded weak..She jus told me not to spend too much money..and said she going to die soon.. I dunno if she was joking anot.. cos she say this all the time.. BUt it felt strange today.. I knew sumthing was wrong wif her health.. But she told me anything..and i dn dare to ask.. We are like tt..keeping everything to ourself.. It has been like this.. since she and dad left me in s'pore.. everytime we meet..we will quarrel at least once.. I haf been so unfilial..
When i heard abt how pple can joke wif their mums and stuffs.. i jus feel so sad.. Tt why our relationship can't be as gd as others.. I really hope tt nth will happen to her.. Otherwise.. there's no way i think i can survive on this earth.. anymore..
