Friday, July 22, 2005
12:34 PM
Sumtimes..u will hope tt things will be better when sumone impt come along and tok to u when u are feeling real dwn..
Seriously..i haf nth close to the feelings tt i am feelin now..It's like as if i'm a criminal in a crime call love..And i haf commit a serious crime..
If u ask me to think how she feels..then who thinks abt how i feels..? NO one! FUCk! No onE!
The stares i am getting..everytime the walking past.. I can feel it.. i know i deserve it! HATE me k.. hate me.. I am shit la.. I know.. I don deserve anyone's love right now.. Wad can i do abt it..? go ard begging pple to let me off and ask them not to tok abt it anymore.. I can't! Cos i jus so freaking deserve it..NOw..i think no one trusts me anymore.. Not even..------
Wad can i do..? I finally knw wad i wan now..i seriously know.. but who will gif me a chance to prove it..?
I think it's time for me to step out of all these shit and seriously get on wif my damn life.. and think about wad's gd for me.. It's no fairytale life anymore.. Get real..jacky..get real~