Tuesday, July 12, 2005
12:31 PM
K..today's 1st day of mid yr exams.. Think will not fail too badly for mgt paper.. BUt tml is guess wad.. phy geog and econs essay.. two of the stupidest papers in the world out together will only bring the hell out of me.. Freak.. I am taking a break now.. Not tt i am lazy or i don wanna study.. But..no matter how hard i try to concentrate.. I can't get all the stuffs inside! I understand most of wad the notes are saying.. BUt everytime during the paper itself.. all gone! Like today's mgt paper.. The simplest thing i also can forget.. Is it tt i didn't study enuff? I think so.. Damn.. I can't afford to fail man.. But ytd i was so afraid abt my studies for the 1st time in my life.. I can feel the stress for the 1st time.. tt if i screw all these shit up.. I am going to face trouble..and lots of them.. Although my aunt..my mum will be kind of happy and relieve tt i will go to the army..But i don! I really wanna get a A lvl cert and go to the U.. Wad can one do w/o a cert in s'pore nowadays..? Practically nth.. Really...I don wanna get stuck in the army for life.. Wad more can i do? Sing? Ah la..forget it.. I am not professionally trained or haf the looks.. so i can forget abt it too..Wad can i do now..except to mug and mug like nobody's biz? So many things running thru my mind now also.. No wonder cannot concentrate also.. Haiz..close frens..U might know wad am i toking abt..bye pple..going back to fight the books.. =(