Wednesday, June 22, 2005
11:40 AM
Sometimes.. things are not wad it seems.. Things..are not supposed to be treated to seriously..otherwise..end results will leave u gutted..Sometimes..u wish tt everything's going ur way..and it doesn't.. Hopes are dashed...I dunno.. but it seems to be..wadever i haf wished for in life..none of them have come true..nothing seems to go my way..even now..After today..I feel tt things can't carry on this way.. Im not impatient or stuffs.. but..do u know how does it feel.. when..u lost ur hp..and..u are toking to him..and..how does it feel inside..when i keep on hearing his name frm ur mouth.. I know..i am sensitive..BUt..is it wrong to feel tt way? I know the bth of u are jus great frens..I am sorry..to feel tt way..but i dunno.. Sry for being sensitive.. Sometimes i'm thinking..Shld this go on..? shld i jus let it go 1st and for time to carry things away..Pls..tell me..