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Hey pple who are reading this.. My hp line is in the danger of being terminated.. Ya...my bill's too high this mth..and my god ma haf asked my erjie to terminate it.. It's my fault..I haf to admit it.. I msged too much and she has alrdy warned me umpteen times..So if it really does get terminated.. I haf nth to say too.. Although there are some things which i am really worried abt..
Quite a no. of things had happened this few days.. I'm feeling so not like me.. Or is this the real me? I dunno.. Sometimes..i feel so strange tt i dun even know myself anymore..

Ya..nasri JJ..luff all u wan.. I am ur main joke stream isn't it.. iT's not like i mind anyway.. Haha.. class harmony wad.. classmates and frens.. sorry if i am abit off these few days.. Things are jus going thru my mind like knives going thru nasri's body.. Strange example..? No..cos nasri's body is so muscular tt knives can't even go thru it..and so the knives are stuck there.. These problems are like the knives.. stuck in my head and it won go thru..

Yaa..we haven been toking for days..even in sch..we walked past each other like stranger not knowing each other.. I feel it..n i know u feel it too..its jus tt we dn say it.. Now my hp line's going to be terminated..which i hope it won happen.. things r gonna be worse i guess...

Have confidence in my feelings..will u? Pls.. i don wan anything to change..jus stay this way..I will be more than happy..ya..

And for other pple.. good luck for ur mid yr papers. study hard.! After tt..we can play hard.. So.. good luck!!


Sch reopens... wahaha.. Alright..the good thing is that i won be coop up at home and can go to sch to spend time wif frens..at least won be tt bored right..? But feel kind of stress alrdy..cos there's this dumb rule tt says if we don hand up assigments on time.. we will go to dentention.. Guess Mrs Lee must be the happiest teacher on Earth now.. GRrr! dAmmit

Jus reached home tho..Quite tired..cos haf PE.. but Pe was funny la.. Stupid nasri keep saying stupid things to make me and JJ luff like freaks.. Nasri so handsome sia now.. the hair like angmoh..like ashton kutcher.. haha! Went to west coast mc to study wil collin they.. HAha..as usual..a bunch of crazy pple there also..
OOps..=X jking ar.. haha!

Alrright..write till here ba.. gd night pple..ZzZZz


New theory frm Minhui:
Drink cold white milk when u have soar throat and ur soar throat will be alright! Woo! I haven try it..go try it guys..and tell me the results..

OK! I am fine now.. So dn ask me abt the previous post ya..
Sorry if i said anything wrong.. This is a blog.. And I think i can write out abt how i feel...


Sometimes.. things are not wad it seems..
Things..are not supposed to be treated to seriously..otherwise..end results will leave u gutted..Sometimes..u wish tt everything's going ur way..and it doesn't.. Hopes are dashed...
I dunno.. but it seems to be..wadever i haf wished for in life..none of them have come true..nothing seems to go my way..even now..
After today..I feel tt things can't carry on this way.. Im not impatient or stuffs.. but..do u know how does it feel.. when..u lost ur hp..and..u are toking to him..and..how does it feel inside..when i keep on hearing his name frm ur mouth.. I know..i am sensitive..BUt..is it wrong to feel tt way? I know the bth of u are jus great frens..I am sorry..to feel tt way..but i dunno.. Sry for being sensitive..
Sometimes i'm thinking..Shld this go on..? shld i jus let it go 1st and for time to carry things away..
Pls..tell me..


Nth happen these few days..hmm..
Sch reopenin soon tho.. Which means.. Exams is ard the corner too.. Study..study..study...


Ok..here am i again..wahaha! Know why i so happy? cos my aunt they all going out..which means tt i am having the whole house to myself.. the tv..the com.. WOO!! Haha..

But i feel quite tired..everytime i open my book and try to study..i will yawn non-stop la.. Maybe i slp late everynight..but it's not like it's a bad thing..=)) Haha..

Hmm..haf been staying home for the past 2 days..which is a great feat k? Cos i seldom can stay at home without going out for so long de.. BUt went swimming wif kel and txk ytd la.. blooDYY Heelll!! I dunno i am born to be unlucky or wad.. Everytime i wanna go suntanning..then it will rain.. other days.. the sun will happily shine like no one business.. ARghh!! So damn frustrating la..

Ytd..i came to realise something.. But i am not pervert ok..? HAha.. Haf anyone of u pple think tt when u look at people when they are sleeping.. u can see their trueselves.. and errmm..Dunno how to explain le.. It's like.. when u look at them when they are sleeping..u can sense peacefulness..and any hatred u had for them b4 tt..seems to disappear.. LOL.. ok..some of u might be thinking i am going ard starin at pple when they slp.. But i did not la.. HAha.. jus coincidence k? HAha..

Alright..tt's all.. Going to buy dinner for myself..and to enjoy my loneliness.. =)




Ok...today's like normal day...boring.. Woke up...went to the airport to meet huihua and cherie.. Since bth of them jus came back frm thailand and m'sia repectively..so they haf alot to tok..while i jus study alone..haha.. Anyway..huihua bought souvenirs for us.. THANKS!!

HAha...say study...but didn manage to study much.. I seriously think i am a goner la.. really... It's like my phy geog..i dn understand a thing..How am i going to sit for the freakin paper la.. die die die... I really like lose the motivation to study lor.. who can come and help me...? It's like i cannot retain anymore..If i fail again...off to the army i go... I can't go anywhere else.. Suddenly..I feel so lost..so lost abt my future... really.. I dunno wad to do.. It's like..man nowadays..cannot do anything without a cert..and without a cert..u dn haf a career...dn haf career...no gers will like u...no gers like u..canooot get married..then cannot carry on the family line...isn't tt such a BIG disgrace....??! Argghh!! die le la...

STUDY HARD JACKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Ok..finally at least feel alittle better..at least well enuff to go to sentosa today.. HAha..
Met up wif Kel, Kenny, Amos, Azmi, Agus, TXK, MIng fen and Callice at harbour front.. Went to siloso beach.. Had a scare at 1st cos we tot it was going to run.. but after a while the clouds went away.. Ya..

Went there actually main purpose there is to get tanned la.. Haha..but also played soccer and many things la.. Quite funny..esp when txk broke his pants! HAha..lucky his underwear was the same colour as his shorts..and it was not very noticeable.. Haha! Drank alot of sea water..which make so thristy even until now..!

After sentosa..we went orchard...walked ard..played pool..and then to heeren to eat the wanton noodles.. It's getting worse.. Really bland..*thumbs dwn*
Then mingfen scared me.. I ask her..as she's a nurse..tt wad's happening when i feel thirsty frequently..cos this period i got sick..my mouth haf a strange taste.and i like feel very dry... And she said: Diabetes
I almost choke on my bubble tea.. and i asked her..blurred vision also? She said yar.. backed by calliz..who is also a nurse.. and further backed by kelvin..whose grandma got diabetes too... OMG~~~~

BUt they said i was thinking too much..cos maybe today we drank alot of saltwater..and i am very heaty..and i haven fully recover frm my sickness..maybe tt's why.. Hope it's true la.. Stupid kel still ask me to go drink my own urine see sweet anot lor..SIAO

Hope everthing's fine la..cos i still wanna live to love..her


Arghh..still feelin as sick as ever.. Wad a damn feeling.. Like all of a sudden then got fever.. Wad the hell.. It even went as high as 39 degree! I should be praying now tt I didn't went bonkers wif all the heat going thru my head and causing all the headaches..

Anyway..i manage to crawl out of my bed today to blog.. Felt so guilty man.. It's like i wanna start intensive studying le.. But suddenly pop out fever.. Arghh..stupid la!

But nvm..staying at home these few days help me saved some money.. Haha..so this is wad they call blessing in disguise..

Hope i can get well soon man.. My crapping partner's waiting for me..
Dn leave me k? I wil get soon asap..


Tis few days.. I felt tt..i haf been screwing things up..as if i am a screwdriver..

-OMg- There are like so many times when i said things which i am not suppose to say. I am like so insensitive to pple's feelings..and.. I am so regretful..

I know..tt i haf hurt ya..I know..

Jus wanna say...

I miss u..


My nose is so irritating la... So does my wisdom on the lower right part of my mouth.. Arghh.. SO pain..Wonder if nid to go see doc anot.. Scared sia. HAha..Hope the wisdom tooth come at the right time.. Cos mid yr coming..so must gif me wisdom.. HAha..Lame..I know..

Anyway..woke up early today again...ard 8.. Haha..met up wif min they all.. They were..as usual..late for an hour.. Lucky i went mac to study myself 1st.. Haha..but today was like..Iam so exceptionally tired..dunno why..Got enuff slp also wad.. Maybe it's the long journey la..

BUt anyway..today..didn got to study much.. Patricia la!! So noisy sia..the mouth like cannot close like tt.. dunno got wad thing inside la.. HAha..jking jking.. Then after tt..they suggest to go town.. Argh!! I was like... town again.. sick of it man.. Like become my 2nd home le.. BUt..jus go lor...cannot be the spoiler ma.. Haha..so..jus walked ard at town..went cini...ps.. haha..and then stoned.. Met up wif Kel... I am not gay wif him..thanks ladies and gentlemen..haha!! and then this guy..approach us..ask us to write dwn name for their model agency.. LOL! 2nd time le...Kel 3rd time le.. Haha..then this woman..think got our no last week..called Kel..ask us to go dwn for interview..BUt kel said we not interested.. Haha..so we declined her offer.. =)

Tt's all for today.. yar..so many things on my mind to think abt.. Arghh.. But the main thing is xxxxxx Gd nights..pple




ALright..dunno how long has it been since I updated my blog..GUess it's jus a few days la.. So..it doesn't matter much..

Jus reached home.. *yawn* woke up quite early in the morning to go to west mall to meet limin and hannah and one of limin's fren.. Anyway..everything was so comical la.. haha..I didn't felt tt I was the oldest among them.. INstead.. I crazed wif them.. Wad the hell lor.. Haha! Of course there were some things tt i regretted not doing la..

But anyway..after meeting them..cos they had to go back to sch for classes..I left for orchard to look for my mum to pass her sumthing.. Shit la! got xtra mgt classes and I forgot abt it lor.. Die die die.. Until i called Nas to ask him if he wanna come out.. then i knew..cos he was in sch.. Even he went lor!!! Argh!

Aites..lets tok abt ytd.. met up wif huihua..mat and cherie to play pool at tamp.. Ard 6+ la.. Were playing and playing til something very funny happened! too bad mat wasn't there to witness it.. Haha..
I wanted to break the balls.. then who knows..I hit it too hard and i chipped the cue ball and it went flying..
The cue ball went flying~~~ to the lvl 2 billard table..Pple at the table were stunned
It continued rolling~~ to lvl 1 pool tables.. I ran down..pple there were equally stunned..thinking where the hell did the cue ball came flying!! So malu la..!! HAha... BUt luckily it didn hit anyone on the head.. Otherwise I think i will be banned frm tt place la! haha..

Kk.. tt's all la...update when i haf more to say...

today's a memorable day..=)