Thursday, May 26, 2005
12:14 PM
We lost..The yr 2s and 3s..can u believe tt? Haha.. but dunno whether they were serious anot la.. I only knew tt i played.. n i played badly.. I am suppose to play in centre mid.. But i drifted off and was so lost.. Arg! Don even know wad i was suppose to do..! But i almost earned 2 assists..haha! BUt my knee's still draggin me dwn!! Can't do the usual mvms tt i can normally do.. haha..ask the new coach to sponsor me for op la.. Lolz..think too much..Sometimes..somethings are not suppose to say..but said..sometimes..somethings are supposed to be said..but left unsaid.. Argh..i'm this type of pple.. I dn even know when to say the correct things at the correct time..I dn even know wad the consequences will be and i jus said it..in a moment of madness.. It had happened to me so many times b4..but i jus can't seem to learn..Many times i have wanna ctrl myself.. but it's jus me! The inner me jus wanna tell pple how i feel..and it results in sumthing bad or gd..i dunno.. Jus hoped nth will go wrong.. Hope... Argh! Tml got Gp paper..wth.. Tonight still wanna watch soccer.. dunno whether will fall aslp anot.. zzzz so tired... Tired of all these shit...